2/18/09

I fell off the wagon

Yes, I fell off the wagon today in my battle to quite Diet Cokes, and anything else w/ aspartame in it. Eight weeks "sober" and I caved today. It's not my fault, though, as any good addict would say. Since Monday, I feel like an anvil has been sitting on my chest constantly. Ya know, we had a great valentine's date for once. We went to an 80's party/prom. Dressed up, danced all night, had a great time (post pic's later). Then I went to the doctor Monday, and Aidan was sick Sunday so the doctor said he would see Aidan. Well, there I was wallowing in my misery, worried about my MRI, my chronic pain that is driving me to the point of madness, when the doctor asks "Has anyone said anything about Aidan's heart murmur?" Thus, the anvil landed. I am being summoned by above mentioned master Aidan, so I will have to pick this up later.

1 comments:

Kay said...

Oh My! We found out when Addi was "older" (as opposed to baby) that she had a "silent murmur" or something that comes and goes. We even went to a pediatric heart specialist. He said it was really not anything to worry about. We keep it in the back of our minds, but it has never given her any problems - even with all the running & sports. When are we going to get together???