Continuing Saga . . . .

Man, I jut can't seem to get to my computer long enough to finish! Where was I? Oh, the chest crushing anvil. After the words "heart murmur" left the dr.'s mouth, everything else just got sucked away, like the black hole in Zathura. Long story short, it is probably a harmless one, but we need to get a pediatric EKG just to know exactly what and where. So Dr. says his office will set one up in the next week or two with TT and let me know. Yeah right, try APRIL 14TH! Ugghhh, that is going to be a long wait. Even though everyone says the right things like, its 99% likely to be harmless, or its really most likely nothing to worry about--well you all know--the human mind just doesn't work that way. Thank heaven's Gods hands do. I am trying my best to put this worry in God's hands until it is time. Last night at the McDonald's playground, Aidan was running around like a wild indian, and all I could think of was his heart pounding away in his chest with a hole it it! or the valve, or whatever.

Then on the news, a 12 year-old was arrested for bringing a gun to school to use on a classmate at Austin MS. Realizing this is where my little Alek will be in a little over a year, caused more crushing in the heart area. A gun, my boy, middle school; those words should never have to be used together.